Anniversary Musings
17th July 2018
It's our 21st wedding anniversary today!!... and Dave asked me earlier what i felt on Facebook - and this was my reply.
I feel …
… A little old. My parents are the ones who can be old enough to be married 21 years! Not us! 💜
... Confused . I wonder where the time has gone. It doesn't seem 21 years ago. What happened to that girl ? 🤔 💜
... Sad. As 5 of the much loved people that were at our tiny wedding ceremony are no longer here with us
😢 💜
... Grateful. Fucking grateful to Mr Jones and St Georges Hospital for allowing me still to be here today
💕 💜 💕 🙏 👼
... Amazed. That from all the shit we have been through we are still together
💜
... Defiant. And a ‘fingers up’ to all that didn't think we would stay together 21 weeks
💜
... Proud. That we have the 4 most amazing children. That we created
💗 💜
... A bit useless. As I know others think I haven't done anything with my life
🤔 💜
... Rebellious. As I don't really give a fuck what others think
😘 💜
... Intuitive. As that somehow I knew 26 years ago that we had to be together - you and I are our biggest mirrors and lessons in life.
💜
I love you 😘 (though I'd love you even more if you'd listen to me 😂 😘 💜)